Abandoned alone bondage slave crush Renee Roulette went to a soiree last night with

The ultimate escape from loneliness. There was a moment, as she gazed out the window at the blackness of the sky and thought about her dead husband, when she wanted nothing more than to disappear. The thoughts of suicide are fleeting, but that doesn't make them any less haunting. It's easy to convince yourself that life is over and there's nothing left to live for.